malala na kalagayan ni mike..

10:28 am: PLS REMEBER THIS DATE.. 09/15/04

03:15 am: HANNAH'z PARTEE..
"oi, mag MC ka!" lol, yan ang una kong narinig ke hannah. supposedly ako nga and co-MC ko ang ever sexy na si moniks. e ayaw ko. i had to plee and plee juz to get the celebrant to agree. tsss.. it was breaking my heart that i waz koz i knew she wanted me tlga as MC for her.

after that was settled, naging makulet na lahat after. una was the card that asked a couple of questions. one was "school and course?". i had none so i jotted down "ragnarok school of the universe", some joke ni tonio sakin koz i was playing the game 24/7 before. when the 18 "roses"(balloons) started, the dad was the 1st on the floor. then we all heard the MC "next we have michael yago.." hoe fuck! ahaha! special pla! we danced ni hannah, pretty nice koz dami pictures and stuff. pro as we danced pla, the MC iz reading the cards which were answered nga earlier.. tpos un, everyone heard my school, ahaha!!

tpos nun.. typical stuff. ate, chikka, chikka, drank, chikka, chikka.. mostly twaz me and the girls koz the guyz were busy wid the "sights". ang ginawa ko lang was signal them *pwede* then back to chikka ulet.

after was what i was w8ing for.. SWIMMING!! yey! dami swim, dami pix, ska chikka ulet ako! ahaha!! and sometime between nun, na sipa ako ng celebrant sa balls.. awts hannah! ahaha!!

the partee ended and twaz all good! ;p



pag uwe.. *tadann!!* YM nnmn ako wid mah bestfriend(guy). herez how it... basta read nlng! ahaha!:

philipyago: hoy sayang load mo
philipyago: mag dc nlng ako
philipyago: ahaaahahya
chichan_boy: gao!ok lng hanapin k lng nman c ANGELINE
chichan_boy: HEHE
philipyago: lol.. hanapin ko rin c hannah! ahah
philipyago: lol. pro nsa account pla ako ni janice ngyn
philipyago: :D
chichan_boy: ANO P NGA B...
philipyago: dude
philipyago: ive never been sooooooooooooooooo happy in my whole life
philipyago: and i dont care if u think im baduy
philipyago: koz im juz happy
philipyago: :D
chichan_boy: dude ur not baduy
chichan_boy: kng ti2gnan m nga mas baduy pako syo noh
philipyago: pota w8 lang.. kuha lng ako ng tissue
philipyago: bigla ako umiyak shits
chichan_boy: ec lng mike!tears of joy...;)
philipyago: back
philipyago: pota kc prang.. ang asteeg lang
philipyago: mga last iyak ko puro miserable kc e
chichan_boy: astig tlga nangya2ri syo ngyn n0h!
chichan_boy: kya keep up d good work its 4 ur self dude
chichan_boy: para s ika2 ligaya m yan
philipyago: :D
philipyago: chong.. sana 22o tlga toh
philipyago: sana totoo tlga sha
chichan_boy: =D>
chichan_boy: im hapi rin nman 4 dude
chichan_boy: o0 nman 22o yan pare
chichan_boy: ano kba?
philipyago: ekasi nga.. never ko pa na experience ito
philipyago: kasi ung bait nya prang pang story book lang e
chichan_boy: sus ano b un...alam m 1st impretion k plang s kanya ok tlga...chka kaw n mismo nag
sabe n wala kng m ki2ang mali s kanya
philipyago: dude.. kanina ko pa gusto mag-emote ng prang isang babae..
philipyago: jahe kc gising si mama
philipyago: sabrang fuckd up na ako! ang sarap ng feeling dude
philipyago: nakakinis lang tlga at aalis na ako!!
philipyago: nakakainis!!
philipyago: BAKIT NGYN LANG SHA NANGYARI SA BUHAY KO!!
philipyago: ?!?!
philipyago: fuck it man!
chichan_boy: i understand pare....
chichan_boy: ano kba m gi2ng ok din yan...
chichan_boy: trust me dude...
philipyago: joed! patawad na para akong bata! o prang isang babae!!
philipyago: pag 2nkol sa inyo, alam ko na ang pde ko masabe..
philipyago: pro pag saakin na.. fuck dude. ayoko sha pakawalan!!
philipyago: asklf;ha;lkfafhahfa;lfk
philipyago: tanginaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
philipyago: lam mo, kakainis tlga!
chichan_boy: mike ec lng...
chichan_boy: pota everythng will all ryt mhen...
chichan_boy: pota alam kna n ra2mdaman m pare...
philipyago: i love u dude. salamat at nasisitmura mo lhat ng shit ko
philipyago: tama ba spelling?!
philipyago: bsta dude.. ive never been so much happier in my entire lifetime
philipyago: it may hurt you guys when i say this, pro patawad nlng..
philipyago: ive never ever been happy nmn tlga
philipyago: until she happend!
philipyago: she, she, she!!
chichan_boy: pota alam m nman pag masaya ang isa satin masaya n lahat
chichan_boy: wahaha
philipyago: POTA I JUZ WANNA SCREAM!!!
philipyago: OR JUST RUN SOMEWHERE.. BSTA RUN LANG NG RUN!!
chichan_boy: sbe kna syo noon plang n alam kna m fe2el m towards her...wahaha im so GALING
philipyago: yeah you are.. prang wla na akong ma contra sa mundo!!!
philipyago: shet.. napa iyak nnmn ako
philipyago: ang fuck ko ngyn
philipyago: brb
philipyago: back
philipyago: lol. stupid me.. padala mashado sa emotions
philipyago: tangina
philipyago: yan ang npapala pag sinasabayan ang flow ng nraramdaman
chichan_boy: kaya nga nde mna xe alam kng pano m i eexpress n ra2mdaman m eh
chichan_boy: ok lng yan dude...
philipyago: chong.. may tanong ako
chichan_boy: wat?
philipyago: kelan mo ako last time nakita masaya
philipyago: hindi ung tawanan laughtrip ha
philipyago: ska d din ung masaya for others
philipyago: as in my very own happy moment
chichan_boy: kelan b...?i thnk h.s p...
chichan_boy: knno p b?
chichan_boy: i dnt remember d exact date or sumthng
chichan_boy: bsta ang alam k matagal n un
philipyago: what was i happy about?
philipyago: nung 3rd yr pa dude?
chichan_boy: nubng tym n tlgang parang kayo n?
chichan_boy: nde k sure kng 3rd yr un..
chichan_boy: sori pare i jst cnt remember that much..
philipyago: kame nino? ni mick?
philipyago: sobrang dati pa tlga kya mjo d mo na maalala?
chichan_boy: o0 shempre kay mick,yeah tgal n tlga xe
philipyago: w8, lat me get things clear for the both of us
philipyago: *let
philipyago: ur my friend eversince 3rd yr.. tama ba?
chichan_boy: yup!
philipyago: and nung 3rd yr mo ako nakita masaya pra sarili ko.. tama ba?
chichan_boy: wat d u mean masaya pra s sarili m?
philipyago: meron akong own happiness
philipyago: gets?
chichan_boy: ahh...ok!yup 3rd yr un
philipyago: ok ok. tpos now ur saying, un ung lasttime nkita mo akong ganun
philipyago: until dumating si janice sa buhay ko.. tama ba?
chichan_boy: happy lyk dat?never kpa nging happy wala p yan s happyness n ramdaman m noon
chichan_boy: i mean never kpa nging happy ng ganyan
philipyago: huhuhu.. sana pla sinampal mo na ako dati pa
philipyago: pra tlgang na realize kong pnabayaan ko nsa sarili ko
philipyago: pota.. tissue time ulet
philipyago: brb
philipyago: back
philipyago: 4 yrs nrin pla
philipyago: tsk
philipyago: i pitty myself
philipyago: 4 yrs iz like 1440 days dude
chichan_boy: puta wala k nman kasalanan eh
chichan_boy: god plans our life ryt?
chichan_boy: lets face what is wid us now...jst try t 4get d past mhen,tpos un eh....n iintinhan m ibig k sbhin dude?
philipyago: oo kasi english
philipyago: ahaha
philipyago: magaling ka rin pla mag advice kahit english e
chichan_boy: pota yabang ahhh
philipyago: d mo lang npapancin.. ska nahihiya ka
chichan_boy: >:)
philipyago: seryoso dude
philipyago: O:-)
chichan_boy: X-(
chichan_boy: baliw
philipyago: sana maging kame dude
philipyago: pra pati sa kanya mapakita ko tlga kung gaano ako ka saya
philipyago: kung gaano ako ka thankful na nangyari sha sa buhay ko
chichan_boy: bkt nman nde...?
chichan_boy: dude kaya m yan...lam k u lyk her nd ur very happy wid her
chichan_boy: THEN DONT LET HER GET AWAY
chichan_boy: gets...?
philipyago: i wont repeat the same mistake if thats what u mean
philipyago: hope.. or even pray for me to be brave this time
chichan_boy: offcourse!!
chichan_boy: i will pare...
chichan_boy: and pls pray din 4 me,n mging happy n rin ako nd stable...:((
philipyago: oo nmn. i alwayz think of u too
philipyago: oi, mrn ako sasabihin sau
philipyago: hayaan mo muna ako mag type
philipyago: buzz kita pag tpos nko
philipyago: kc ganito un..
philipyago: for some reason, alam ko na nalast time ako masaya iz ke mick pa
philipyago: at after nun wla na akong naalala na pra sa sarili ko
philipyago: kya kita tinanong
philipyago: its all about "happiness"
philipyago: d ko rin expect ung mnga pra sakin tlga until sa future tlga
philipyago: alam mo na.. bikes, family, baby
philipyago: feel ko dun ko lang mraramdaman ung happiness ko tlga
philipyago: kya nung bigla sha na pasok sa buhay ko.. na taranta ako
philipyago: kc expect ko nga na sa future pa tlga
philipyago: kya ako natatakot ska lahat ng ka taehan
philipyago: kc nga, bka d sha totoo, koz expect ko pag matanda na ako ska ako sasaya
philipyago: ug mga age 35+
philipyago: kaya nabigla tlga ako
philipyago: kc future lang iniisip ko
philipyago: fuck tlga.. shez my happiness na suprise pa ang effect
philipyago: dude, d ko tlga ma explain sau kng gaano tlga
philipyago: pota.. ngyn may tanong nnmn ako
philipyago: seryoso ha
philipyago: i bilang mo ung lahat ng bad traits na makikita mo saakin
philipyago: kompara sa lahat ng good traits nya
philipyago: ...
philipyago: do you think i deserve her?
philipyago: isipin mo mabuti
chichan_boy: offcourse u desrve her,nd she deserves u too pare...
philipyago: paano mo nmn nsabi yan?
chichan_boy: dude!lets put it dis way...she's close 2 perfect ikaw wla nman mali syo...nd beside
nde nman kyo nag ka2 layo ng character n0h
chichan_boy: sya ang character nya pag n kita m sha mukha sha tahimik,nde m ki2 pag socialize s
iba un bng parang nde down 2 earth.ikaw pota unang tingin suplado,matapang,mahirap
pakisamahan.pota pro once n nakila2 n kabaliktaran lahat...
philipyago: salamat dude:((
chichan_boy: pota!ur my best friend im always here 4 u
chichan_boy: and i know ur always gonna be there 4 me:((
chichan_boy: pota tama n,n ha2wa nko syo!
chichan_boy: hehe
philipyago: ahaha.. i love you even thoe ur still this big asshole, fuckin wid my head!
philipyago: ahaha
philipyago: salamat lang tlga
chichan_boy: wala un mhen..
philipyago: salamat ulet dude ha
philipyago: ska dinadamayan moko d2, lam ko hassle pra sau
chichan_boy: wala un dude!hassel k jan,minsan lng yan ngya2ri syo kya swerte k sken m shinare!
philipyago: hey.. if ever malaman ko this waz all a lie.. how du u think id probably take it?
chichan_boy: pota wat are u thnkng mhen...?
chichan_boy: dude nde k masa2be kng pano m ta2nggapin yan
chichan_boy: nsa syo n yan kng m 22o kna s past m kg pano hinahandle ang isang feeling n ka2iba..
philipyago: hmmm.. hindi ko nlng iisipin yan dude
philipyago: bka kung san pa mapunta
philipyago: dpat pla think stright lng ako
philipyago: *straight
chichan_boy: yeah i tnk dat bttr!
philipyago: ayt, cge.. 2log nko or sumthing
philipyago: ayusin ko lang mail ko
philipyago: tnx dude ha
chichan_boy: STRAIGHT dpat,xe kng nde bading k
philipyago: yeah fucker.. pslamat ka masaya ako
philipyago: kundi lagot pwet mo skin
philipyago: ayusin ko muna mail ko ha
chichan_boy: gago!
chichan_boy: cge ayusin m muna

-end-


labo! ahaha!! sha nnmn.. the stranger! and yes, her name is janice.. and im her li'l pirate! ;p

01:24 am: tiz fun to be wid the boys again!!
lol.. debute ng sis ni anton. i fuckin dont knoe anyone there.. ahaha. i ate food kaagad anywayz. ksama ko nmn si joed kya ok na un. lol.. tpos nun dumating na sila miggy and master mike.. pota tawanan agad oh, kahit kumakaen pa sila. all we talked about waz highschool dayz, bugbugin si dizon, movies like "the new guy" and "zoolander". lol.. we were fuckd up! and take note.. d pa kame umiinom nun.. kya nung umiinom na kami, kahiyahiya na tawanan namin! ahahah!!

i saw her again, juz b4 the debute...

we were both wearning blue and white.. parang pinagusapan. we hung out sa mall, well, mostly sa restaurant. napasarap kwento namin kya d na kami nka windowshop. lol. d nga ring sha nka kain ng matino koz she waz doing all the talking. she even had this cute habit of fluttering her eyes w/o her noticing it. tssss... pro sinabe ko sakanya, and i accidentally said "flickering eyes" lol! flicker! ahaha!!

there was soooo much we could have done like watchd a muvi, take a photo, stroll around the toy dept., pro we juz enjoyed each otherz company sa resto too much. atleast, i was.. and from the looks of it, she was too.

i was the one hu invited her.. the reason that i did that koz i wanted to ask her sumthing important. tssssss.. mjo wla ako mkitang timing na mgnda.. naku, and she asked me to accompany her sa friday ulet. hmmmmmmmm.. dun nlng, promise!;p

01:54 am: well, i FINALLY met HER in person...
If there would be only one word to describe her, it would be "angelic". why? i dunno! thats juz what my friends joed and rollie described her. me? wla ako masabe. she was still kinda flaky.. it was as thoe she was too nice, or too sweet, or too pretty, or too innocent, or too trusting.. shez juz unbelievable!!

crap!

when the evening was over, the trip going home was pure bull for me. BLANK. that was what all i could think of.. nothing! pero when i got home, little by little the questions started pilling up. ALL QUESTIONS, never answers!! huhuhu.. its all so confusing tlga. huhu..







before we went home, she got me to promise her to see her again.. *promise* [somebody shoot me..] =\

02:01 am: SHE ASKED ME TO SEE HER..
out of nowhere the stranger asked me to see her..

will i?





im still scared that she trusts me..

03:54 am: the word "REAL" kept buzzing thru my head like it was a question, or an answer...
this is what i was always thinking when i had an conversation with the stranger..

i got scared that she trusted me even though i told her not to. i got scared that someone thinks im worth the risk..

01:39 am: WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF SOME STRANGER OFFERED TO SING FOR YOU JUZ TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER???
if that wer to happen to me, id gladly accept knowing the offer is serious ofcourse. id probably be be happy the moment the offer was made(but i wouldnt show it, tiz a stranger afterall). i dunno, id prolly breakdown and freakin' cry like a baby when i do. chances are, i will, and in the middle of the song.. depending on how sweet and heartfelt the way the person sang.

well, i did. coz the whole thing did happen.

juz imagine nalang the whole setup and situation.. tiz hard for me to describe and shit. its a wonderful thing to feel and experience. its so.. basta!

im glad something like that happened in my life.. im glad something like that can actually happen. =)

06:08 pm: i need to be saved



someone take me away from here..

05:20 am: FUCKIN^&$^%@*^_&^%&^NG labo!!!
minsan nga lang mgsama-sama friends ko..

minsan nga lang mag gimik ksama friends ko..

minsan nga lang mag eastwood ulet..




tssss.. na gulo pa. nung ano, nang kwan.. ano kc tpos ngka tawag mo dun? bsta kwan, ano pa ano ska kwan ano. bsta yun na un ano kwan..

(dami prin chicks na malufet sa east shit!!;p )





tsssss.. ska crap! d kme n2loy sa SCQ audition ni rollie! facking facker fulla fack!! well, ok lang.. ung gusto lng nmn ung nag pa studio kame e. ang cute! ;p

09:29 pm: MCDO commercial...
oi, lam nyo ba ung commercial ng mcdo.. ung sa fries?!?!

"ano ang wishis mo?"
"gusto ko fries.."
ngiti sabay bigay ipod
"fries!?"
ngiti sabay bigay cellfone
"hindi, friiiiess.."
ngiti sabay bigay relos
"nako.. fries nga e!"
"ahhh.. frints frayz ba?!"
"oo!"
"sori.. tri wishis lang e"



AHAHA!! pota andun pko kela joed nun nung 1st time ko makita yon! tangina npa luhod ako sa kaka tawa!! its so GOD DAMN HILARIOUS!!AHAHAH!!

tangina tatagal skin ung commercal na un...







oi! comment sa pag papa-dye ko ng buhak.. jan sa baba

12:09 pm: tsss..








cant wait to dye my hair blue...
(comment on this one plz)

01:57 am: I feel harassed... pota, COZ I WAZ!!!
potangklnfihonaang mga pokpok yan!

i waz at anton'z wid joed and gianne till, what, 12mn?! yeah, ganun.. then i went home alone na wid joed dropping me off somewhere pra mka sakay nko ng jeep. tas there i go, in the jeep nd shit.. recalling what we watched at anton's which was 2fast2furious. pota edi ang lalim ng iniisip ko, i havnt noticed i sat down in the middle of 5 pok2's.

una i wasnt minding them wen they wer [obviously] talkin about me.. pro it kinda fucking botherd me when they wer passing "something"[wla nmn] at each other, constantly seeing their arms near my nose. then tangina wen that was over, i was kinda relievd koz all that motion made me a little dizzy, pro they wer still talking about me. pota, out of nowhere the bitch from behind was all over my shoulder na parang pinalabas nya npa ganun dahil sa preno ng jeep, tsssss.. yeah ryt! e fuck, wen that was over she and the other bitchez wer giggling tpos dahil ata don the one who was allover my shoulder got over confident about herself and she started sniffing down my neck.

YEAH I SHOT A GLANCE!! they needed to back-off! tanginga those things wer waaaaaayy wrong! buti nlng twaz time to get off!

damn, lagi nlng ganito. tiz been like thiz for, what, 2 yrs na??!?! tiz not funny anymore. bull..

10:23 pm: Flight sched..
shet... lapit na

kelan??

secret!!

ahah.. basta i know na. promise am gonna post, txt, call, and snailmail[pota] all af u gays to come to my despedida.. tangina tiz kinda, sorta, hella sad that these kinda, sorta, putangina thingz hafta happen.. yeah, i know, bull..

im gona mizz all my friendz, lalo na sila:


joed-being there to listen to all my crap

rollie-being there to do THE crap wid me

tonio-makulet ka tlga.. ur thuh MAN!!

henry,miggy- haha, mamimiss ko kayo khit ginawa nyo akong gago!;p

dimple- yeah, her.. [putanginang babae, knowing how to push the ryt buttons..*garblgarbl*]

at sa lahat ng mga kakulitan ko.. well, lahat nmn kakulitan ko e! ahaha.. tiz too bad la pa technology to playback ur memoriez and stuff.. if there was such a thing, it would be one hella shit experience to laugh wid you guys yl we watched the things we did and FUCK, the things we did before were all sooooooooooooooo nice. even on those times were down, tiz still gonna be one hella laughtrip!! tssss.. really gonna miss you all..

bull..

07:44 pm: I LOVE VANESSA AND BIANCA!!!
ahem..

Vanessa is a Aprilia SL 1000 Falco, while Bianca is a Suzuki GSX-R 1000... both are superbikes! or hyperbikes?!? i dont know anymore, and i dont care! i juz love them both!!

and no, i dont own them yet. pero i tell you, once i got the money to buy both.. im gonna marry them!!

03:54 am: OH YEAH!! Im back, and nothin's stoppin' me..
thats ryt, wanna know why it took me so lang to update thiz shit.. I LOST THUH FREAKIN" PASSWORD!! haha, bull..

nywayz, thats the shit.. its over now. and im back! so un lang ang importante.. kahit kausap ko sarili ko, tiz ok.. am a supah vain guy so this supah thing sorta supah satisfiez me.

as u can all see [if anybodyz reading] iz that t'iz almost 4am.. yeah, im back to my old habit of sleeping in thuh day. it started when i waz back to playing ragnarok again. so, ayon.. na sanay.

oh yon, bukas nlng ulet.. bsta all i can say iz that i missed the net, missed friendsturr, missed YM, missed ragnarok, and lifes fulla bull..



oh yeah, just b4 this a friend of mine told me she was dying coz of some unknown sickness. demn, and to think we wer juz getting along koz la na ung boyfriend nyang humaharang sa friendship namin. wats asteeg about it was that she was thuh one strong for me coz i was feeling down and shit.. ahah! watadumbgay!! wel, ulitin ko nalang.. lifes fulla bull..[lex]

03:42 pm: ahaha!!
umm, uy! live journal!! ahaha.. tagal na ha.. tamad nga ako e. soooooo... makikiraan lang

02:00 am: DAMN!!!
[the cold fact slammed at my face yesterday]

all the while i thought i knew it all, wat a fool i was to believe so..

05:21 pm: back in manila...
oh yeah, im back!! i missd u internet!![hug,hug] sori sa mga reneject kong calls nung pag uwi ko ha.. tired ako ska wla akong boses.. sa mga sinabihan ko na uuwian ko ng pasalubong, sori din.. meron sana e.. pero WALA! ahaha!!

[dream]

tangina i juz had the best dream kgabi.. i finally bought a Suzuki gsxr 600 super bike! mwahaha.. pero it was yellow, ok lang.. mwahahaha!! the only problem iz, ayaw ni mama sakyan ko.. pero shit man, natakas ko isang gabi. so kala ko happy na ako.. peh-roh *tong~tong~tong* 2mawag c gianne at na sira ang super fun dream ko. shits!




nga pla,
and2 sha[gianne] knina.. nambubulabog gamit piano nmin. ahah!! joke lang dude ~peace!;p

10:55 am: LUFET!!
ok ba theme? mas morbid na ano??

by the wayz.. im here over at kuya jorelz room, messin wid hiz PC[bwahaha!!]



--shet, miss ko na summerslam!!--

08:33 am: sayang ang 30 pesos
ahaha.. the second i got a taxi to go to my ninang's place, i received a call from mom

"michael, naka sakay ka na?"
"oo"
"asan ka na?"
"nasa may st. mary's na. why?"
"kakatawag lang ng ninang mo.. hindi na tuloy ngayon, bumalik ka na!"

wakekekeke!! and to think nagpaka-puyat ako so i can arrive early. ahaha.. ok lang, i alwayz sleep naman talaga mga 9am